been a while but i'm back (new video)

[Jonathan_F]

http://uhaweb.hartford.edu/JFIELDS/videos/maxattackw1.avi

it shows the happenings of Maximum Attack #2. the music comes from Phantasy Star 2.

As for what has happened to me, lets just say i've discovered something...a bit unusual about myself. It's made me question if i'm human.

I've decided that i'll continue my work here unless something comes up that essentially changes my life and the world itself at the same time. I'll be workin on videos for nights and the chat quest soon.

BTW, if anyone here is familiar with the word OTHERKIN, drop me a pm.

[watashiwa]

On 2003-01-13 02:02, Jonathan_F wrote:
As for what has happened to me, lets just say i've discovered something...a bit unusual about myself. It's made me question if i'm human.


You've got issues.

[Spy]

On 2003-01-13 02:02, Jonathan_F wrote:

BTW, if anyone here is familiar with the word OTHERKIN, drop me a pm.



Meh. I believe in reincarnation sure enough, and have even explored some of my past lives. I think you otherkin read too deeply into it though, especially with the whole 'species' thing; there is a point of overclassification, and I think otherkin are it. My two-cents ^_^

[Jonathan_F]

now with a few posts, i'll say what i think i am. a Dragon. i know. makes no sense. and what makes this even worse is that supposedly the world is gonna to have one huge change come this summer. but these...limbs on my back (more commonly known as phantom wings) are darn proof enough for me.

[Spy]

Lots of the fringe groups are saying that everything is going down this summer. Planet X is swinging by, the poles are going to shift(on their own or thanks to X), the climates are going to change, humanity is finally going to ascend to "the next level" of consciousness and a ton more of such ideas.

The catch is that it was supposed to happen in 99', 00', 01', and 02'. Eventually they are going to guess right, but I don't think it's going to be this year that something dratic happens.

As to past lives in general, from my experience, you are not what you were in the past. With each new life you live you gain more experience, but each one is just exactly that: a new life. If you were indeed a dragon, which btw I'm not saying is not possible, I don't think that you are a dragon today, nor are you supposed to be.

In my past lives, while I have lived both vile and wonderously(never as an animal to my knowledge, I'll ask about it tonight though for kicks) , none of my crimes or achievements carry over or affect the way I live this life short of what my consciousness has learned and taken from them.

I must, however, say that I have a very hard time believing that your consciousness would somehow carry over genetic information and merge it with what you are today. It defeats the purpose of new experiences. You aren't supposed to get lost in what was, but rather you must concentrate on what is, and if you feel like it, what will be. Why do you think so many people do not recall past lives? We are built to move on.