Loneliness bites

[Alielle]

*cues up Komm, Susser Tod*

I'm flying out to Washington state tomorrow, where I will be floundering about for several weeks. I will have small amounts of video games and a nearby Blockbuster to comfort me if I end up feeling super-isolated. Oh, I'm connecting through Washington DC - Dulles, too. ;_;

You know, I have a few friends out there, but I always feel so lonely. The distance between is too far and the time spent together too short.

Letting me down letting me down letting me down
tumbling down tumbling down tumbling down



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[RagMasterRappy]

When life gives you lemons, rip life a new one!

[SnAPPUrU-nyan-ko]

WTF about PSO c-mode? IceBlink and I are ready for c1.

[Alielle]

Oh come on; let me whine a little. Hurf hurf hurf hurf hurf. I didn't sleep at all. http://www.pso-world.com/psoworld/images/phpbb/icons/smiles/icon_biggrin.gif This is gonna be a fun day!

I'll probably end up retreating to C-mode or something, if I don't find Spy first.

[Ness]

On 2003-03-22 03:14, Alielle wrote:

I'll probably end up retreating to C-mode or something, if I don't find Spy first.



We are all looking for Spy.

[Elentari]

Dulles isnt that bad ya know...i live not to far from it. They really beefed up on the security... http://www.pso-world.com/psoworld/images/phpbb/icons/smiles/anime1.gif hopefully they wont make you take off your shoes http://www.pso-world.com/psoworld/images/phpbb/icons/smiles/anime2.gif

[Alielle]

Having really nice headphones helped significantly. Unfortunately, I'll be used to falling asleep at 8pm local time now. Geriatric Alielle! I swear, one of these days I'll hire Doug Martsch of Built to Spill to come play his guitar for me next time I get insomnia. I have this wonderful bootleg disc of one of his live shows that put me out like valium.

Anyway, I just need to recover from this stomach-crampy tiredness, and I'll have no excuse to post in this forum anymore. And then everyone will be happy. ^_^ Well, until I start spamming Pioneer3.net with more whining. Sigh!

[Abaddon]

Ever since stephen died, my oldest brother, i've felt an overwhelming presence of loneliness.

It fucking sucks!

[Captain_Dude]

Thanx to my lonely life... I've developed mild schizophrenia... I really need to see a therapist about this... Bloody hell... Lack of friends, or girlfriend does not make for a happy Captain... *sob*

EDIT: bloody typos

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[BlackRose]

I know just how you feel, I spend alot of time alone as well. I more or less gave up trying to solve the problem (by finding friends), and it's not so bad anymore.

[Mystil]

I always feel alone, cause I am truely alone...PSO is one of the things that help me coup with it. Just a phase I guess.

[SorceressofTime]

well life isn't quite enjoying when people constantly ignore you and treat you like shit when you've done nothing to them, now is it?

[Abaddon]

On 2003-03-23 04:50, Abaddon wrote:
Ever since stephen died, my oldest brother, i've felt an overwhelming presence of loneliness.

It fucking sucks!



Jesus..its amazing how much your mood can change ^_^.
Oh wells...i just hope my nirvana lasts for a while cos its nice to be positive

[Alielle]

On 2003-03-26 22:39, SorceressofTime wrote:
well life isn't quite enjoying when people constantly ignore you and treat you like shit when you've done nothing to them, now is it?



I can imagine. http://www.pso-world.com/psoworld/images/phpbb/icons/smiles/icon_frown.gif

I'm meeting up with one of my classic DC PSO teammates today. We go way back! It's weird that he lives so close to here.

It really sucks having to rely on other people to get me out of the house. I wish I had a car to drive here.

[IronKnight]

Don't Cry, dry your eye. http://www.pso-world.com/psoworld/images/phpbb/icons/smiles/icon_frown.gif

[SorceressofTime]

On 2003-03-27 13:28, Alielle wrote:


On 2003-03-26 22:39, SorceressofTime wrote:
well life isn't quite enjoying when people constantly ignore you and treat you like shit when you've done nothing to them, now is it?



I can imagine. http://www.pso-world.com/psoworld/images/phpbb/icons/smiles/icon_frown.gif

I'm meeting up with one of my classic DC PSO teammates today. We go way back! It's weird that he lives so close to here.

It really sucks having to rely on other people to get me out of the house. I wish I had a car to drive here.



at least you get people to drag you out of the house. basically no one cares about me anymore. and if they do, i don't know about it.

[Stricker]

I like to be alone. You have time to think and relax. Specially think about what you can do to change your life and what not to do again. Take some time and think.