derBauer
Feb 20, 2004, 05:45 PM
Like many other people, I have a problem keeping myself out of debt.
About 2 years ago I was over 10K in debt and paid it all off.
I am now close to 1.6K in debt and feeling like shit. At least I was anyway. I was just going through my financial records and discovered that in the last 30 days, I have paid off 2k of my debt. That means if it were not for some serious debt reduction I would be 3.6k in debt right now.
I just don't know why i keep doing this to myself. I keep telling myself i will stop wasting money on shit but I obviously keep doing it. I probably shouldn't be going to Mardi Gras but I am leaving momentarily and will probably spend $300 over the next two days.
Its easy for me to tell myself I will calm down after that but something always happens that makes me want to spend money. Like this blue shirt I want. Or Metal Gear Twin Snakes. It's always something I have to have. Hell, I have games I am nowhere near beating (MGS2 being one of them) and now I want Twin Snakes.
I also spend alot of money on food. I like hot soft pretzels from the mall and smoothies from mall. And I want my blue shirt!
I don't even know why I rant about this, it's not going to stop. Nothing will make me stop. I'm just foolish when it comes to money.
About 2 years ago I was over 10K in debt and paid it all off.
I am now close to 1.6K in debt and feeling like shit. At least I was anyway. I was just going through my financial records and discovered that in the last 30 days, I have paid off 2k of my debt. That means if it were not for some serious debt reduction I would be 3.6k in debt right now.
I just don't know why i keep doing this to myself. I keep telling myself i will stop wasting money on shit but I obviously keep doing it. I probably shouldn't be going to Mardi Gras but I am leaving momentarily and will probably spend $300 over the next two days.
Its easy for me to tell myself I will calm down after that but something always happens that makes me want to spend money. Like this blue shirt I want. Or Metal Gear Twin Snakes. It's always something I have to have. Hell, I have games I am nowhere near beating (MGS2 being one of them) and now I want Twin Snakes.
I also spend alot of money on food. I like hot soft pretzels from the mall and smoothies from mall. And I want my blue shirt!
I don't even know why I rant about this, it's not going to stop. Nothing will make me stop. I'm just foolish when it comes to money.