..... goodbye for the summer.

[anwserman]

Yup, you guessed correctly.
Mitch is gone for the summer.

I have absolutely no idea why I am so emotional right now. I'm about to bust down into tears (yet again) at the fact that he's gone. But I sit there and think, its only the summer. He says that he's gonna stop up here once or twice (unexpectedly) and that I said that once I get his address I'll stop down there... and I will too at least once this summer.

But, why do I feel emotional? It sucks at the same time, and it feels great that I am feeling these feelings... because it means that something was there and not just a shell that a lot of friendships consist of nowadays.

So yes... just a wee little rant. On an ironic note, our friendship started when we both went to see Kill Bill v.1, and we finished off the 2003/2004 year with v.2, last night.

Which reminds me of something, he'd never been to the Saxon Harbor last night and the breakwall, so we went there at about 9:30ish, and left at 10:40. It was.. special. http://www.pso-world.com/psoworld/images/phpbb/icons/smiles/icon_smile.gif

[Solstis]

Oh, I thought you were leaving for the summer!

Whewish.

Ah... you're so emotional anwserman. Since you're such good friends, I'm sure that you'll continue hanging out together when he comes back.

Make sure you guys continue to correspond (but not obsessively) with phonecalls,e-mail, etc.

It'll turn out fine! http://www.pso-world.com/psoworld/images/phpbb/icons/smiles/icon_biggrin.gif

[/optimistic blabber]

[navci]

Unless he is going away forever you shouldn't be upset at all! http://www.pso-world.com/psoworld/images/phpbb/icons/smiles/icon_biggrin.gif

It'll all be good.!

[Ness]

On 2004-05-11 12:32, Solstis wrote:
Oh, I thought you were leaving for the summer!

Whewish.

Ah... you're so emotional anwserman. Since you're such good friends, I'm sure that you'll continue hanging out together when he comes back.


Me too. I was about to get scared.

[DarthFomar]

Don't worry anwserman, if he is coming back...then there is no need to fret!!! http://www.pso-world.com/psoworld/images/phpbb/icons/smiles/icon_razz.gif

You can keep yourself busy right....eventually it'll all be like it was before....*sorta*. http://www.pso-world.com/psoworld/images/phpbb/icons/smiles/icon_biggrin.gif

[opaopajr]

... working on finding a boyfriend yet?

loving a friend is one thing, but drama does not suit you. unless you are living 'art's traumatic essence' you need to be applying more energy into finding someone *for you*.

sorry about the separation. but there's no divorce papers, so indulge in a little perspective. the best way to get over love is to go out there and find a new one. and since all you have is unrequited love you only can go up http://www.pso-world.com/psoworld/images/phpbb/icons/smiles/icon_smile.gif

[Armok]

Crying is taking it too far you seem to be the type of Gay guy that goes for straight guys and dislike sthe whole over dramatic attention seekers. If this is the case expect this kind of emotion attactment to happen quite a few more times before meeting the right guy. This info is based on a friend I knew who kinda had the same problem.

[anwserman]

On 2004-05-13 06:51, Armok wrote:
Crying is taking it too far you seem to be the type of Gay guy that goes for straight guys and dislike sthe whole over dramatic attention seekers. If this is the case expect this kind of emotion attactment to happen quite a few more times before meeting the right guy. This info is based on a friend I knew who kinda had the same problem.



Well, its not like I meant to... um, end up liking him. http://www.pso-world.com/psoworld/images/phpbb/icons/smiles/icon_razz.gif
I dunno, I just don't know anymore. Yes I know its a separation, and that in a month I'll think how fucked up I was... but hey, at like I stated earlier at least there was something there (aka along the lines of a deep friendship) instead of just something hollow. Yeah, I've been moody this week.

Good thing that I got two A's in two of my college classes to cheer me up! http://www.pso-world.com/psoworld/images/phpbb/icons/smiles/icon_biggrin.gif

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[Evil_Althena8]

aw, that sucks. My best friend has been locked up for nearly 3 months. He gets out some time in June, what day I'm not sure. He is going to have to go to school another year, and he's going to miss graduation. It really really sucks knowing that when I'm spending my last day in school and graduating with my other friends he will be rotting in some stupid cell, all over a dumb probation violation. He's been on probation now for 3 years, and since then his probation officer has been watching him like a hawk, and they will lock him up at the drop of the hat for the dumbest things. Not to mention his parents practically hate him. He's not a bad kid, he just makes dumb little mistakes and always gets caught. The last time I talked to him was March 15, the day before he went in. When I called the day after and he never called back, I figured he got locked up again....*sigh*