beating yourself up over relationships

[Anubis_]

doen't do u mutch good...

stop that shit...

if it wasn't your fault.. Then your majorly over reacting..


I always tell my friends if you ever see me sabbing myself verbaly over a girl, just slap me,, hard,, with babypowder on your hands.. just let it fly...

[Axispoint]

Very true, Anubis_. I used to do that a lot. And then about a year ago, I realized that it was the most worthless thing I've ever done, especially since I was beating myself up over a mistake with a guy that I don't want a darn thing to do with now (guy bought me a computer and I recently traded it in to get a better one...and believe it or not, that helped me to deal with not talking to him anymore...it was kind of symbolic of removing him from my life, as I've had no problems or issues with it since). I was too worried about everything. I just couldn't relax. I know that I never would have realized this back then, but eh, maybe this will come in handy for any future relationships (provided I ever find a decent guy...I seem to find all the jerks for some reason...where did the good guys in my area go? lol).