Eh... Today is alright I guess. Not great. Feeling a little strange somehow in terms of mood. Can't quite put a finger of what it is. But... Much better than yesterday anyways!
Decided to try to experiment a bit with ye olde key-board of yore, that we have standing around home. I'm sure it's older than I am, and is kind of crummy... It makes sounds, but it doesn't have much in terms of synthesis capability so I don't think I can really call it a synth. But I've managed to learned how to play the thing in a little over a day. Managed to get it connected to my PC sound system, so I'm using that as the amplifier, instead of the crummy little monitors built into it. So um... Nope. I don't even know what to think yet, still just feeling confused. But I'm kind of liking the thing. Just... Just got to wait it out at this point and see what I feel later. This whole dealie is making me feel kind of sad.
Mhmm. I always wait these things out. Just got to wait this one out too. Usually when that happens though, I'm exited in some way... This time I mostly just feel... Sad.
I have no clue how to play keyboard instruments either, so it feels like a ways off... I can't even finger the thing, and having the black keys offset from the white ones is confusing for me, since I'm used to thinking in terms of intervals. On a keyboard the same distance isn't always the same interval, plus playing with both hands different things at once... Ah well... You'll grasp everything in time, I guess.
But... I don't know, it's making me feel kind of troubled, starting to think about it all. I'm supposed to go out getting me a bass amp! I think some things just need to settle for a bit. ._.
I'm alright. Been lightly sleepy and had this slight lingering headache all day 'cause I had trouble sleeping last night. But pretty okay.
Well... Playing that guitar a whole bunch the other day sort of made me start to think a bit... I'd like to have a synthesizer. ._.
Came to that conclusion in a really roundabout way. But basically... I feel like... I like bass, and I'd like to play it, but there are some things the instrument doesn't let me do so much, that I'd very much like to do... And a synth would really be the best thing for those sort of things. More ambient and textural sort of stuff and being able to do even more sorts of polyphonic stuff than a bass can handle. So a polysynth, even. So it's just making me pause and reflect a bit, these last couple of days.
Okay... ._.
Haven't done much at all. Been home alone all day. I'm supposed to get my some food but I have no appetite at all. Just... Bleh. Wonding if I should just grab that old pizza slice out the freezer, I don't feel like bothering to make anything.
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