[Sha Sha]

Is my 26th birthday. and I dont want it...

Its not because I am going to be 26.
Its the drama my family is going to cause.
Drama between my younger sisters and their kids.
My nieces will be coming back to my home from their fathers' home for the week.
My mom won't even be home; she'll be at a meeting.

Then when my birthday is over, that means Monday will be here soon. And with Monday comes my grandmother coming home from the nursing home. I love her and all but that woman is no longer my grandma. She has really bad dementia and her body is only a shell of who she use to be. I do not want to wait on her hand and foot. However If i dont help with her ill be kicked out and I dont want that.