This actually probably belongs in the rant section, but it does have to deal with PSU, so I'm not sure honestly. Anyway, I have something to discuss with all of you and I'd like your thoughts, and opinions on the matter, please
There's something that has been bothering me recently. What is that, you ask? People randomly calling me a, "noob" or a "bitch". I could understand if I KNEW the people that were saying it and maybe I upset them in some way, but there are these people I have never even SEEN before saying stuff like this about me.
First instance this occurred in was when I was trying to get rid of my Hard / Power Charge. I was talking with a friend and she said she was going to try and get the money for it from her friend, but when her friend found out I
was the one that had the HPC, she sent a mail back to my friend saying, "Hell no, fuck that bitch" and I asked my friend what her name was, but I didn't recognize it or any of her alts -_-
I began to think, "Why does someone have such a hatred towards me? What did I ever do to deserve this? I give millions of meseta out to my friends, give them equipment, provide money for people I don't even know, even if it means I won't have enough money for mates..and this is the kind of attitude people give me?
I don't expect to be treated like a Saint or anything like that, but come on..where is all this hatred coming from? I don't act like an elitist. I don't mistreat people, because I follow a simple principle of, "Treat others how you'd want to be treated", so I choose to treat people nicely, because I don't want to be treated like garbage, but I get treated like it ANYWAY? What is that?!
Anyway..second instance was a few minutes ago. There was a girl (whose name I will not disclose) which was in my party and she was running around the club scamming people by saying, "Trading Har / Quick for one rappy feather! First person to mail me gets it!" and I sent a party message saying, "Man..you'd have to be a real idiot to fall for something like that >.>", then she said, "Yeah, lol." and I replied back with, "You're one to talk", so she asked, "I'm one to talk?" and I said, "Yeah, you're pretty stupid for doing that too. It's just as bad when someone falls for it, but you're pretty dumb for scamming people like that", so she called me a, "*expletive deleted*".
After the party was disbanded, I started looking for another A group, so I saw a girl requesting, "Need 1 for A! No fuckin noobs!", so I ran up to her and I said her name, then she replied back with, "Pfft. I'm not getting this bitch" and I thought to myself, "WTF?", then said, "Why am I bitch, exactly? What did I do?", but without answering (OF COURSE...) she just ran off.
I never had seen her name before or partied with her either, but yet I was getting badmouthed by this person as well? Why is it all this bad stuff is being sad about me behind my back and I don't know the reason for it? All I want to know is what I did to make these people think how they do about me, so I can resolve it or apologize if I offended the person, but I don't even know what I did wrong o_O
So..are there any thoughts or suggestions you guys would like to share with me? I mean..what if someone is spreading lies about me and all of these people start thinking I AM this terrible person and never want to party with me because of something I didn't even do?
Naturally, if ten people tell you the same thing of, "Don't party with her", you're more likely to just stay away from the character, instead of giving her a chance. So, what should I do?
*sighs* Well..any input on this matter is much appreciated. Thank you for taking the time to read this
<font size=-1>[ This Message was edited by: Skuda on 2007-11-01 01:16 ]</font>