Weeaboolits
Jul 19, 2007, 04:34 PM
I typed this one in wordpad, I'm pretty pissed right now, as my stupid asshole of a stepdad hid the damn modem, so here's my gargantuan wall of angry text that I've been adding to since I can't post it until the bastard gives the thing back.
Now, I wouldn't be so upset if I had actually done something wrong, but no, I did every single thing that was asked of me and the asshole decided he'd just hide it from me for no reason, unless, of course it's because I slept in today, but that's not really my fault, if he could learn to turn the damn tv down, then I could go to sleep. I tried asking him before, but he just goes on like "I pay for the shit, I'll watch it however loud I want", now I don't give a damn what you pay for, it's common decency to turn the damn volume down when someone wants to sleep, dammit.
He's always getting pissed at me for talkin' back to him when I've never even come close, like yesterday, out of nowhere, he picks up a pair of sunglasses and says "why don't you put these on if it's to bright", my response was "what?", as he just said it out of nowhere, then he's like "why don't you change your shirt on if it's too hot" again, seeing as though I hadn't said a thing about it being too bright or too hot, and we were inside setting the table for dinner I was a bit surprised by this, then he got all pissed 'cause I said "what?"
"so your not listening, huh?"
Me: "No, I heard you, it's just that I didn't say anything about that."
Him: "Talkin' back, huh?"
Me: "No" and then he goes on to be pissed all through dinner like the pissy little brat that he is.
Next time he accuses me of talking back, I should just go off on him and say "You want me to fucking talk back? This fucking talking back, asshole!"
He's always getting pissed over nothing, and I can't stand it, I've come extremely close to tellin' him off before, but due to my natural tendancy to hold my tongue, I'ven't done it yet, I know that if I do it'll open a whole new can of worms that I don't want to deal with, for one I'd be able to kiss the modem goodbye.
He also thinks he's smarter than everyone else, never listens when you try to help, and treats us like idiots, if you try to help him with something he'll act like you're calling him stupid, or something.
One time, my brother was on the PC, and my stepdad was drunk, so he started talkin' to us, and he asked my bro if he liked him, now my bro wasn't much payin' attention, and didn't answer, so he got pissed kicked him off the PC and me off the gamecube and sat there in an angry drunken ramble for god knows how long, bein' a total ass to my brother. Now, honestly, I don't much get along with my bro, he's a total jerk most of the time, but still, it pisses me off to see my stepdad bein' an ass to him.
Another time, my mom told him off for goin' on about how my brother and I never do anything, she said that the only thing we don't do around here is the dam laundry and he got all pissed and told her to shut the fuck up, now if I would've been out there when he said that...
Really I'm getting sick and tired of dealing with all this shit, I have had it up to here with the fucker and so has everyone else in my family, nobody, and I mean NOBODY, in my family likes him, he's the most narcisistic, arrogant, maltempered person I've ever had the misfortune of knowing.
Now, to be fair, he used to be a nice guy, and he did a lot for us way back when, but doing good in the past doesn't excuse you to behave this way in the present. I don't give a damn what he did for us, what's happening now is now, he's changed, and I'm sure my mom has already accepted that he'll not be the way he was before.
Another thing, he doesn't have a lisense, yet he drives to work every day, in the car that mom bought so that my brother and I'd have a vehicle to go job hunting in, seeing as though it takes at least an hour to walk anywhere of interest, but does he care? no. Yet he gets pissed at me for not having a job, you took the damn car I'm supposed to be using to get applications you fucktard!
Also, I love how he espects everyone to respect him while not giving a shred of it himself, he thinks he's a nice guy just because he'll buy chips or something, or lets me have a can of pop, big fucking deal, you gave me a can of pop, am I supposed to worship you now? Even though you treat me like a crap? And you go around calling me a loser IN FRONT OF MY MOTHER, then get pissed at her because she tries to defend HER OWN DAMN SON? Then he gets mad because she likes us better than him, IS HE FUCKING STUPID?! Does he honestly expect her to like him better than HER OWN CHILDREN? I dont think there's any limit to the flawed nature of his logic, he thinks he's the smartest, and that he knows everything, when really, it couldn't be further from the truth.
Also, he just expects everything to be done without asking, like he'll be outside doing yard work, not say a word to me, and get pissed because I didn't offer to help. Now, I'm not the type that usually offers to do anything, but I usually will if asked, but even if I were one to offer, how the hell am I supposed to know? He goes and does it, not telling me, there aren't many windows, and I don't oft go outside, as my eyes are rather sensitive and I don't like winged insects. He expects me to just KNOW he's doing something and just rush out there, drop what I'm doing and help.
Another thing on a similar point, I'm on the PC a lot, and he gets pissed at how I don't jump straight off for him, well EXCUSE ME for setting my AIM to away so that convos don't pop up while you're typing, and closing a few tabs so you don't have to deal with them, saving what I was doing in paint, pausing the game I was playing or what have you. Also, he'll get mad because I type too loud, sure I don't type exceptionally quietly, but come on!
Now, the only people that actually like him are his family, but only because they haven't seen what he's really like since we only see them on holidays, now them, I have no problems with, but my stepdad has a hell f a charade going there, they have no idea what a bastard he he is, in fact, I think he said the reason we had to move was because my mom lost her job and we couldn't afford the house, this is, of course, only half true, if he could've kept the fucking joint out of his damn mouth, we'd've managed just fine.
I'll not excuse him for that either, though he's off it now, he's gotten no better, sure he doesn't run off in the car and disappear 'till the next day anymore, but he's just...
Also, he goes on about how my sister's stupid and trying to screw us over and is a "nigger-lover", now first off, I don't give a damn what race her boyfriend is, though, I can't say I approve of him, he's a nice guy and all, but he's been involved in some pretty shady things such as drug dealing, though hopefully now that he's a dad, he'll clean up his act, then I'd have no problem with him at all, also, race is little more than the level of melanin in ones skin, people give it more importance than it deserves, anyway, I'll give she's not the sharpest one out there, but she tries, dammit. Sure, she makes a lot of mistakes, but you can tell that she's trying as hard as she can, and that she's doing her best, you'd have to at least give her that.
One of the main reasons his taking the modem pisses me off so, is that the forums are my primary escape from his shit, they're probly the one thing that keeps me from completely losin' it. I know the only reason he took it is that he thinks that if he takes it away I'll do what he wants, but if it weren't for the fact that my mom wants the house clean, I'd juast say "fuck it" and sit down and do nothing, let him do it by his damn self.
I cannot understand how a man so concerned about how clean the house is, can be such a total slob, I cannot remember the last time I saw him pick up after himself, and when he actually does do something, he'll be glaring at me the whole time, pissed that I forgot it, then he'll dwell on it for the rest of the day, his mood is so damn fragile, he's in desperate need of anger management, though, heaven forbid you even come close to suggesting it, as his life is obviously terrible and all of his bitching is completely justified and rational.
There have been times where I've been so angry at him that I could feel it throughout my body or became a tad dizzy, I know this cannot be good for my health, also, normally, I don't really get mad at anyone, it takes a lot to get me riled up, but god almighty, I hate this man.
I realize that this is a bad situation, and that something should be done, however, I'm not entirely sure quite what yet.
Now, one thing I'd really like to say to him is just this: "Fuck you, go ruin your own damn life, asshole."
Now, I wouldn't be so upset if I had actually done something wrong, but no, I did every single thing that was asked of me and the asshole decided he'd just hide it from me for no reason, unless, of course it's because I slept in today, but that's not really my fault, if he could learn to turn the damn tv down, then I could go to sleep. I tried asking him before, but he just goes on like "I pay for the shit, I'll watch it however loud I want", now I don't give a damn what you pay for, it's common decency to turn the damn volume down when someone wants to sleep, dammit.
He's always getting pissed at me for talkin' back to him when I've never even come close, like yesterday, out of nowhere, he picks up a pair of sunglasses and says "why don't you put these on if it's to bright", my response was "what?", as he just said it out of nowhere, then he's like "why don't you change your shirt on if it's too hot" again, seeing as though I hadn't said a thing about it being too bright or too hot, and we were inside setting the table for dinner I was a bit surprised by this, then he got all pissed 'cause I said "what?"
"so your not listening, huh?"
Me: "No, I heard you, it's just that I didn't say anything about that."
Him: "Talkin' back, huh?"
Me: "No" and then he goes on to be pissed all through dinner like the pissy little brat that he is.
Next time he accuses me of talking back, I should just go off on him and say "You want me to fucking talk back? This fucking talking back, asshole!"
He's always getting pissed over nothing, and I can't stand it, I've come extremely close to tellin' him off before, but due to my natural tendancy to hold my tongue, I'ven't done it yet, I know that if I do it'll open a whole new can of worms that I don't want to deal with, for one I'd be able to kiss the modem goodbye.
He also thinks he's smarter than everyone else, never listens when you try to help, and treats us like idiots, if you try to help him with something he'll act like you're calling him stupid, or something.
One time, my brother was on the PC, and my stepdad was drunk, so he started talkin' to us, and he asked my bro if he liked him, now my bro wasn't much payin' attention, and didn't answer, so he got pissed kicked him off the PC and me off the gamecube and sat there in an angry drunken ramble for god knows how long, bein' a total ass to my brother. Now, honestly, I don't much get along with my bro, he's a total jerk most of the time, but still, it pisses me off to see my stepdad bein' an ass to him.
Another time, my mom told him off for goin' on about how my brother and I never do anything, she said that the only thing we don't do around here is the dam laundry and he got all pissed and told her to shut the fuck up, now if I would've been out there when he said that...
Really I'm getting sick and tired of dealing with all this shit, I have had it up to here with the fucker and so has everyone else in my family, nobody, and I mean NOBODY, in my family likes him, he's the most narcisistic, arrogant, maltempered person I've ever had the misfortune of knowing.
Now, to be fair, he used to be a nice guy, and he did a lot for us way back when, but doing good in the past doesn't excuse you to behave this way in the present. I don't give a damn what he did for us, what's happening now is now, he's changed, and I'm sure my mom has already accepted that he'll not be the way he was before.
Another thing, he doesn't have a lisense, yet he drives to work every day, in the car that mom bought so that my brother and I'd have a vehicle to go job hunting in, seeing as though it takes at least an hour to walk anywhere of interest, but does he care? no. Yet he gets pissed at me for not having a job, you took the damn car I'm supposed to be using to get applications you fucktard!
Also, I love how he espects everyone to respect him while not giving a shred of it himself, he thinks he's a nice guy just because he'll buy chips or something, or lets me have a can of pop, big fucking deal, you gave me a can of pop, am I supposed to worship you now? Even though you treat me like a crap? And you go around calling me a loser IN FRONT OF MY MOTHER, then get pissed at her because she tries to defend HER OWN DAMN SON? Then he gets mad because she likes us better than him, IS HE FUCKING STUPID?! Does he honestly expect her to like him better than HER OWN CHILDREN? I dont think there's any limit to the flawed nature of his logic, he thinks he's the smartest, and that he knows everything, when really, it couldn't be further from the truth.
Also, he just expects everything to be done without asking, like he'll be outside doing yard work, not say a word to me, and get pissed because I didn't offer to help. Now, I'm not the type that usually offers to do anything, but I usually will if asked, but even if I were one to offer, how the hell am I supposed to know? He goes and does it, not telling me, there aren't many windows, and I don't oft go outside, as my eyes are rather sensitive and I don't like winged insects. He expects me to just KNOW he's doing something and just rush out there, drop what I'm doing and help.
Another thing on a similar point, I'm on the PC a lot, and he gets pissed at how I don't jump straight off for him, well EXCUSE ME for setting my AIM to away so that convos don't pop up while you're typing, and closing a few tabs so you don't have to deal with them, saving what I was doing in paint, pausing the game I was playing or what have you. Also, he'll get mad because I type too loud, sure I don't type exceptionally quietly, but come on!
Now, the only people that actually like him are his family, but only because they haven't seen what he's really like since we only see them on holidays, now them, I have no problems with, but my stepdad has a hell f a charade going there, they have no idea what a bastard he he is, in fact, I think he said the reason we had to move was because my mom lost her job and we couldn't afford the house, this is, of course, only half true, if he could've kept the fucking joint out of his damn mouth, we'd've managed just fine.
I'll not excuse him for that either, though he's off it now, he's gotten no better, sure he doesn't run off in the car and disappear 'till the next day anymore, but he's just...
Also, he goes on about how my sister's stupid and trying to screw us over and is a "nigger-lover", now first off, I don't give a damn what race her boyfriend is, though, I can't say I approve of him, he's a nice guy and all, but he's been involved in some pretty shady things such as drug dealing, though hopefully now that he's a dad, he'll clean up his act, then I'd have no problem with him at all, also, race is little more than the level of melanin in ones skin, people give it more importance than it deserves, anyway, I'll give she's not the sharpest one out there, but she tries, dammit. Sure, she makes a lot of mistakes, but you can tell that she's trying as hard as she can, and that she's doing her best, you'd have to at least give her that.
One of the main reasons his taking the modem pisses me off so, is that the forums are my primary escape from his shit, they're probly the one thing that keeps me from completely losin' it. I know the only reason he took it is that he thinks that if he takes it away I'll do what he wants, but if it weren't for the fact that my mom wants the house clean, I'd juast say "fuck it" and sit down and do nothing, let him do it by his damn self.
I cannot understand how a man so concerned about how clean the house is, can be such a total slob, I cannot remember the last time I saw him pick up after himself, and when he actually does do something, he'll be glaring at me the whole time, pissed that I forgot it, then he'll dwell on it for the rest of the day, his mood is so damn fragile, he's in desperate need of anger management, though, heaven forbid you even come close to suggesting it, as his life is obviously terrible and all of his bitching is completely justified and rational.
There have been times where I've been so angry at him that I could feel it throughout my body or became a tad dizzy, I know this cannot be good for my health, also, normally, I don't really get mad at anyone, it takes a lot to get me riled up, but god almighty, I hate this man.
I realize that this is a bad situation, and that something should be done, however, I'm not entirely sure quite what yet.
Now, one thing I'd really like to say to him is just this: "Fuck you, go ruin your own damn life, asshole."