Chat F**CKERY, and somehow SELF OWN?

[HAYABUSA-FMW-]

I am thoroughly pissed.
Some names taken out for some privacy.

Some username pops up on my screen while browsing PSOW. AOL chat. No thanks I think to myself, but then decide to ask the user who they are and why did they want me in the chat room.

Conscious Levity: its omar
MLS94591: Omar who?
Conscious Levity: b******
Conscious Levity: brb
MLS94591: Oh Hi Omar. Well this ain't D*****/B****. Haha its that other guy. The loser. Mike. Typing.
MLS94591: Those two are sleeping haha.
MLS94591: They use this log in of mine sometimes is all.
Conscious Levity: naw just go in
Conscious Levity: its the block
MLS94591: I put cancel haha. Sorry. Care to send it again?
Conscious Levity: ok
MLS94591: L***** wants me out. I don't belong. Sorry Omar.
Conscious Levity: uhmmm ok
MLS94591: Not even 2 sentences in haha. f'ing harsh.
MLS94591: And I thought I "knew" some of these people. http://www.pso-world.com/psoworld/images/phpbb/icons/smiles/icon_frown.gif
Conscious Levity: bye
MLS94591: Peace man. on a totally unrelated note, C**** forgot you had Jordan 12's, I reminded him that you got em b4 I even remembered they re-released. Haha. And G*** tried to be dope with the Carolina blue. http://www.pso-world.com/psoworld/images/phpbb/icons/smiles/icon_smile.gif
MLS94591: sent to I mOLestered U: Hayabusa82785: Hey man. Don't give me hella crap bcuz I didn't belong in the chat room. I didn't even wanna go. Omar invited me just for a "laugh at that bitch Mike" moment (for you guys) I know, But I willingly went anyway.

The chat portion I witnessed:

OnlineHost: *** You are in "uglystrawberry chat193". ***
OnlineHost: Now you can chat privately with AOL and Internet users.
I m0Lestered U: whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat
Conscious Levity: hello0o0oo0
I m0Lestered U: so, who has myspace?
ChUmMbuCkEt09: omg
A3BRIGnOy: yea back when 2 four seaters fit 9
MLS94591: Why am I here >Omar?
Conscious Levity: i dunno
Conscious Levity: just to chat
I m0Lestered U: omars in here?
I m0Lestered U: where?
MLS94591: Ugh chat? WTF!
Conscious Levity: yeah talk about football
Conscious Levity: we got a block tourney coming up
MLS94591: WTF?! Football?!
Conscious Levity: yeah
MLS94591: Haha...block
I m0Lestered U: [head drops; holding in laughter] http://www.pso-world.com/psoworld/images/phpbb/icons/smiles/icon_mad.gif
Conscious Levity: yeah feriil
I m0Lestered U: lol [silence]
roscelle: wtf!
I m0Lestered U: is there a way to kick people out? lol
A3BRIGnOy: [wind]
roscelle: my bff, lol
Conscious Levity: man im bored
I m0Lestered U: [jimminy crickets]
MLS94591: Yeah, that's the thing with chat rooms....Idling dun dun dun!
A3BRIGnOy: [water]
I m0Lestered U: ahahaha
Conscious Levity: wow thats something LESTER would say
I m0Lestered U: womp womp
I m0Lestered U: shut up RAME
A3BRIGnOy: [earth]
I m0Lestered U: [points finger]
I m0Lestered U: [heart]
A3BRIGnOy: [fire]
I m0Lestered U: when your powers combine...
Conscious Levity: A3BRIGnOy=rame
I m0Lestered U: i am captain planet
A3BRIGnOy: no im not done dammit
A3BRIGnOy: ....[heart....]
Conscious Levity: (gas)
I m0Lestered U: whos the moderator
I m0Lestered U: someone please kick out..
I m0Lestered U: [ahem cough cough ahem]
A3BRIGnOy: noo dont kick me out again
A3BRIGnOy: noo
Conscious Levity: sam is.. but shes on express?
I m0Lestered U: 94591|
I m0Lestered U: its all about 95825 bizatchness
MLS94591: Ouch Lester.
I m0Lestered U: need a bandaid?
Conscious Levity: for these cuts
MLS94591: Yeah guy. on the ouchie.
I m0Lestered U: 916 in the hizzouseness what what
Conscious Levity: 90210 bizatch
A3BRIGnOy:
A3BRIGnOy has left the room.
MLS94591: .....no....dies* in laughter
ChUmMbuCkEt09: jeromes on
x ChAdSk8TeR x: JOy!
x ChAdSk8TeR x: theres our mexican
A3BRIGnOy: italian
I m0Lestered U: italian.. ee-tal-ee-anne
I m0Lestered U: sac town!!!!!!!!
I m0Lestered U: :-too bad its hot here
I m0Lestered U: lol
I m0Lestered U: too smooth... get it
Conscious Levity: hmm
I m0Lestered U: jerome is too smooth for you.. get it?
I m0Lestered U: he shaved!
I m0Lestered U: come on!
x ChAdSk8TeR x: lol
x ChAdSk8TeR x: hahahahahahahahahahaha
I m0Lestered U: jerome.. davis... howzit
I m0Lestered U: could i BE anymore 75% of the messages in this room
Conscious Levity: not anymore
Conscious Levity: df
Conscious Levity: gg
Conscious Levity: s
Conscious Levity: g
Conscious Levity: gs
Conscious Levity: gs
roscelle: jerome, what time u have class tomorrow
I m0Lestered U: gunbounding
roscelle: probably
A3BRIGnOy: im updating him
I m0Lestered U: AHAHAHAHA
I m0Lestered U: anyone see the recaps of the presidential debate?
I m0Lestered U: lol bush hecka said "we are after saddaam.. i mean.. osama"
A3BRIGnOy: no
Conscious Levity: haha yeah he did
A3BRIGnOy: hey wheres my text color

I'm the ONLY one typing with any form of sentence structure, punctuations, and I dunno maybe wit and a brain? (also not picking any fights with anyone) and they decide to kick me out minutes within my arrival from an "invite". Too bad the "mod" was asleep or something. I kicked my own damn self out, considering their responses would be the same either way as soon as I left, "thank god he's gone" or something like that, more or less "lol's" depending on if I was kicked or left on my own.
If I left on my own they would assume I was kicked as well.
A truely WIN/WIN situation here.

DAMN. FUCKING. HELL!
To think I know these people by first and last names, considered them 'friends'(shared some good times together) not only two years ago, and they fucking pull this on me. They ditched me of course.
I didn't deserve that, with no explanation. What I believe it is, they look down on me, more than I do about myself.
Yes, they are in college. No I'm not, by choice. Yes, they drive. No, I don't, by choice.
I'm fucking human too though. "Get off your fucking damn high horse."

Like I said before: I have no friends.
Label me an anti-social, loser, nerd, whatever.
I sure do. I'm not going to hide it.

-But I'm damned proud to have what I have, done what I have done in life, and you're not going to hold me down from my own self worth. You won't shut me inside and be a depressed shut-it. If you have anything personal against me then bring it up PERSONALLY with me, not on some Internet chat room to make yourself look all high and mighty in front of your "friends" whom share the same biased misconceptions and stereotypes about me.

Damn. Fucking. Hell.
Heh less harsh in the last one here.
All vented out? I hope so.
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I am sorry for all the swearing you had to read in this topic.

[WraithVerge]

I am sorry for all the swearing you had to read in this topic.

Hey, no problem there man; I've seen worse http://www.pso-world.com/psoworld/images/phpbb/icons/smiles/icon_wink.gif

This is a place to vent; no one is obligated to read what you say and should EXPECT harsh language even if none are said. http://www.pso-world.com/psoworld/images/phpbb/icons/smiles/icon_wink.gif

I hate 'friends' that do that. Its a goddang mask they wear when no one else is around. "OH i'm your best friend."

<Later, with more 'friends'>

"Haha! You're a fuckin idiot! Give up."

<Later, one on one>

"You're cool man, I like you."

*too angry to say anything in response*

<After he/she leaves>

"Fuck you!" *finger*

Just screw em. Burn that bridge and move on.


<font size=-1>[ This Message was edited by: WraithVerge on 2004-10-01 14:43 ]</font>

[HAYABUSA-FMW-]

Yeah. I totally understand you on this one WraithVerge.

I find I'm too tolerant to these people who act like jerks and don't speak up in front of them. I should have told them off royally, not try to make amends or ask for an explanation.

Consider the bridge burned. They cannot make up for this one. Ever.

[WraithVerge]

Oh sure, it'd be easier to tell em off and would release a lot of steam, but where I live it's best NOT to do that cause in the end they'll keep bugging the shit out of you, prying at you, jesting, wanting, ASKING you to beat them within an inch of their life, soooo.... I just stop hangin out with people like that and let the bridge burn down. http://www.pso-world.com/psoworld/images/phpbb/icons/smiles/icon_yes.gif