..and that was it

[DrizaSiegmund]

..and that was the final slap in the face i needed to tell me; "your efforts are useless". I have to wonder why each time i try to make the tinniest amount of joy it can and will always backfire. frankly im over this shit, the only thing that ever works is when i live the life of a vegetable, spending my entire time slaving for the man. But thats ok, there is obviously something telling me i should not escape from the bounds, there goes making a world of my own.
So today was the last day of my efforts, i wont be coming to this board anymore because lord knows if i see anything new about psu i am going to start wishing again. When you're too weak to make your wishes come true it's one thing, purposely being prevented and constrained is another, iiiii must obviously be the idiot.

This rage boils at the amount of ungreatful shits that don't know how lucky they are to have the resources they do, each complaint is a lack of appreciation of the things you actually ARE able to have a grasp on.

I dont know what's going to become of me when October 24 does come around, i'm going to be soo linear that entertainment and socialising will be something i dont know all over again, and it is upsetting.

Good luck to everyone who was actually able to revive the characters they lived their past years with online, some of us wont be soo lucky.

Driza/Zoe/Angels

[T0m]

http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a159/T0m/ponder.gif Is this about you not being able to play PSU? Or, dare I say, something more serious?
Whatever it is, hopefully you'll be able to see the bright side of life again, soon.

[Sinue_v2]

Always Look on the Bright Side of Life

Some things in life are bad,
They can really make you mad,
Other things just make you swear and curse,
When you're chewing life's gristle,
Don't grumble,
Give a whistle
And this'll help things turn out for the best.
And...

Always look on the bright side of life.
[whistle]
Always look on the light side of life.
[whistle]

If life seems jolly rotten,
There's something you've forgotten,
And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing.
When you're feeling in the dumps,
Don't be silly chumps.
Just purse your lips and whistle.
That's the thing.
And...

Always look on the bright side of life.
[whistle]
Always look on the right side of life,
[whistle]

For life is quite absurd
And death's the final word.
You must always face the curtain with a bow.
Forget about your sin.
Give the audience a grin.
Enjoy it. It's your last chance, anyhow.
So,...

Always look on the bright side of death,
[whistle]
Just before you draw your terminal breath.
[whistle]

Life's a piece of shit,
When you look at it.
Life's a laugh and death's a joke it's true.
You'll see it's all a show.
Keep 'em laughing as you go.
Just remember that the last laugh is on you.
And...

Always look on the bright side of life.
Always look on the right side of life.
[whistle]

[Daikarin]

Back when I was taking the driver's license, I heard that there was this foreign dude that flunked the driving exam 20 times. It got to the point where the examineer told him "I think you should consider giving up".

He passed on his 21st attempt.

[washuguy]

????? Huh...? I missed it, what happened?

[HUnewearl_Meira]

I wouldn't worry about it too much, Driza. We all go through rough patches. I spent 3 and a half years working at a job that I wasn't really crazy about, living in a city 50 miles away from the town where all my friends live, renting an inescapably roach-infested apartment, persuing a career that was contrary to what I wanted to do with my life. I spent a great many lunch breaks contemplating the dichotmies of giving in, and just devoting myself to doing what i was doing, or continuing to have spirit, fighting the change and trying to remain myself.

I won that fight.

Now I live where I want to, and my job doesn't interfere with me persuing what I really want to do with my life. Indeed, I understand the frustration you feel, but don't give in. Perhaps you won't be able to obtain PSU the day it's released, but you can always pick it up later on at your greater convenience.

[DrizaSiegmund]

I want to appologise for this thread.
A few days after i posted this, i found the courage within me to try again.. wen i turned on my ps2, PSU worked, i swear to god i felt about 14 diffrent things.
I felt soo sorry, that i emitted that kind of negetive energy, i felt like id forgotten all the work ive made to make myself more patient and trusting. And more importantly i feel ..tremendous. PSU is beyond this earth, it's indescribable (dispite that i just described it <_<;; )
Now, i have such inspiration to continue that it's amazing.

you guys.. are fantastic.
You really remind me of the kind of people i was soo greatful a means like pso gave me the opportunity to meet.


Thank you all,
let us enjoy what this future brings.