Way to drive a point home. Damn.
I'll show myself out.
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But yeah, still working 6 days a week. Still sore all the time. Still miserable.
I know it could be a lot worse. I could be...
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Way to drive a point home. Damn.
I'll show myself out.
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But yeah, still working 6 days a week. Still sore all the time. Still miserable.
I know it could be a lot worse. I could be...
Basement flooded. Well, shit.
I really fucking hate this desire to sometimes just...end it.
Stop it, me.
I'm sliding down that slippery slope of "I'm tired of all these annoying people around me" to "I want to kill myself for the umpteenth time."
Again.
Uh....don't please. Thank you.
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I just keep feeling worse...
....I miss my friend.
The friend I had before I was forced to work two jobs.
The friend I had before they got completely absorbed into a game and stopped starting conversations.
The friend I...
Back is killing me, can't sleep because of it....have to wake up at 6am to go in and move shelves at work because we had the floor cleaned for the first time in 4. Fucking. Years.
Thursday is...
PSO2 with the background music turned down halfway. Don't see how I'd get "Lee. Lee, take off your headset." faintly from that.
So I'm hearing things now. Lovely.
Keep thinking I hear my mother calling me, so I take off my headset and call back...nothing. Put it back on, few minutes later, think I hear her again. Take...
Don't have much right to complain, but I ordered a new GPU [gtx 970, wooo /o/] on the ninth, and Amazon still hasn't shipped it.
I'd call this an insignificant first world problem, but it's hard...
People are doing this again? Stupid people.
....part of me hopes those people all drop dead. Part of me knows that's wrong. Moral conflicts, tch.
Ugh, it's so hard not to be cynical...about the game, about things in my life....Need a break, really starting to get worn down from work....always closing the store....ugh.
Also; pretty much lost...
Every. Single. Group. Of people. I try. To associate with. Ends up. Being nothing. But fucking.
DRAMA!
Family, coworkers, skype, friends, 'friends'
I'm getting to the point where I'm just...
Yeah...some people are just like that, unfortunately. ._.;
We can trust it's shock....value....?
:D
I hate when I get angry, it leads to relapses.
Relapses lead to suicidal thoughts.
Dammit, dammit, dammit..
Was more an update to the previous post relating to the job. So no, I don't think so.
*Responds to Tingle in Skype*
Survived first weekend of new position....
Everything went better than expected. :D
Got promoted. I'll actually have to deal with people now. :argh:
On the bright side, I'll be working inside an air conditioned building and no longer have to push carts all day long.
Scales...
......Gosh, didn't think it'd spur something like this.
*ahem* Aaaaaaaaanyway.
Eh, it's a strip that's designed to blow air out under it onto people coming in through the entrance, and it's...
*The following two events are unrelated to one another*
If my manager gripes at me for standing under the aircon for two minutes even though I've been working out in the sun all day again/I get...
Opens up to people and trusts them -> gets hurt majorly -> shuts down and wallows in self disgust for a while -> drags himself out of it. Repeat.
Average scenario for me. I hate it because I...
How am I supposed to trust people who I've only known for 2 or 3 years when I thought I could trust a group that I'd known for 7 years, but they all turned against me?
...major trust issues suck,...
So about those PSO2 livestreams...
Haa...two jobs...it's tough, especially when Sam's club expects me to cover the entire parking lot by myself since the guy I usually work with doesn't show and the cart machine is broken, but at...
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