On 2008-03-27 07:31, Rayokarna wrote:
I know, as being leader of a team and stuff, you always need to keep yourself together, it's something I just can't seem to do. Normally Im the one who brings them together and such, but I just can't seem to do it lately.
After snapping at my friend yesterday after my stupid mistake (Let my other friends in on a rare map on Lighting Beasts and he got the Skill Save that we wanted both hunting for). I seemed irritated for the rest of the night about, and after I snapped on her,(She had so many problems of her own) she quit the team by the end of the night. I died a little inside afterwards and gave my hunting partner lead of the team until further notice.
I know I should know better but everytime I let one of my friends in when I'm soloing, I always seem to lose something I need to them and I dont have the heart to ask them for it.
As it stands, I dont have the balls to even face any of them. I feel so pethetic and so lost in this game without them.
Edit: I wish I can turn back the hands of time.
<font size=-1>[ This Message was edited by: Rayokarna on 2008-03-27 07:33 ]</font>
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