Honestly I don't think I can ever really get over it. For a long time it was my dad, me and my brother. So to have a trio down to a duo is tough. But I'm doing a lot better with the sheer amount of support everyone from my church from the priest on down, my friends, my dad's friends, and family has shown. And with my sis from Chicago coming down next week and she made a lot of the calls so she's pretty much handling that so I can focus on the situation with my brother and I. It's a great weight lifted off of my shoulders.
I think I cried all I can cry until his funeral, unless I get an unexpected cry.
On the plus, I reconnected with my childhood friend who said that she'll definitely come down and support me. All my friends loved my dad. That's the real good thing, knowing that my dad made such a positive impression on so many people young and old.
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