Maybe you should take a walk on a wild side and try to enjoy the game instead of feeling that the only way enjoyment will come is by living up to the expectations and pressure drawn upon by others to feel good about yourself. After all, Isn't it "Fun" to treat a game as "work" and turn it into a mundane task they call "Fun" and repeated on a daily basis? That is the sense of "adventure" that people have come to expect right?
Playing an Online Game like this is like getting into a relationship. You get to know the person and become comfortable and familiar with the person; possibly addicted to the person as well. However, when the game updates and starts to change; you are forced to change with it, otherwise risk falling out. One can love a game, but that doesn't mean the game is going to love you back.
My rule for playing games is that if the GAME itself can't satisfy me, I search for something else.
But what about the people and relationships here?
Sure, what about them?
All games have people and possibilities at relationships!
One of the reasons I hardly post here is due to how toxic things are here. Its amazing how I have a second account registered here and when I roleplayed myself as a weak-minded fool, who agreed with everything people said, I had a nice filled friendlist and even when I asked people who I should avoid like the plague... Look no further than big, bad, idiotic, evil wolf Keilyn popping up everywhere! I was amazed at discovering the sheer level of condescending and two-faced people who tried to be "kind" to me, while telling my other account to avoid me.
Amazing how a lie (making a second account) told me more truths than asking people for honesty, and that I had to resort to that in order to see how people truly were in this place.
Maybe the people who are burning you out the most are the people who are closest to you; who you feel might be the kindest people around, but deep down if you don't live to their standards (or your own reputation), out you go like yesterday's trash. Perhaps completely stepping out of this game and taking a good hard look at yourself might give you some answers you are looking for.
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