Conversation Between -Hyacia- and Tomoka

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  1. So what remains of my dignity is to be said on a person's post I don't even know. Hyacia, my name is Katie aka Tomoka and I know that what I am about to do is probably more so the biggest mistake I'll ever make in my entire life, but I do not care. I am terribly sorry for posting this message in hopes for everyone to read, but I know it wil be deleted soon enough before anything ever happens.

    Mio...is someone in my life that means more than words can describe, and I know that after today she will never speak to me again, and tell me to leave her alone for the rest of her life, but if I don't say this now I'll never forgive myself ever in the future. Mio, I love you. I love you. I love you so much, and I know you are mine. I claimed you so long ago as my own in my own love, and if I didn't do that, I would be lying to myself in this post. I understand that I made the biggest mistake with you, and that I will never get another chance now, but Hyacia is I'm sure a great girl for you.

    Still, I want the world to know you were mine and only mine, and Hyacia when you dare say things the way you do to her, it makes me jealous and angry at you in so many ways. I will not and DO NOT accept this. I will not stand by and watch the person who belongs to me get taken away in some easy manner, when I stood by her side through everything. I know you are probably a sweet girl, and I have nothing against you in anyway. In fact, I want you and Mio to be happy together. But understand deep down you make me upset.

    Mio, I don't care how upset you get at this, at this point no matter what you say to me won't stop me from loving you, which is why I will never quit. You will ignore me I know, for the sake of Hyacia, but it is like you say: NEVER give up on who you believe in. I love you Mio and I will not lose you. You may say to me you're not worth it, and that I will never "earn" our love back because love is something that occurs. You may have lost your love for me back on that day, but I have not for you, and for me that is all it takes to continue to love you. It isn't fake, and it isn't a lie. I love you and I promised myself I would never quit on you, no matter how much you say to me. Screw everyone in this entire world who thinks otherwise and says crap to me.

    I hope everyone sees this to be honest, because you can all know I love Mio. She's mine and not Hyacia's and that's all I care about. As for you Hyacia, I will tell you this. I understand Mio will never leave you; she is so stubborn, I know. Still, knowing that you are with you you better promise me one thing and one thing only:

    If you dare ever even think about it, ever, to even hurt Mio in anyway I promise you I will make you feel the biggest pain ever in your entire lifetime. I will not seek revenge on you though, because understand this: I will be there faster then you can say wow by Mio's side to protect her in anyway possible do you understand me?

    Mio, as for you, you can hate me for the rest of my life for doing this. I may not be the best person in the world, and you may not think I'm into people like you, but then you can live in your own dream world because that will NOT happen. I love you so much and I want you to love me back, and I will do anything for you...even leave you forever to make Hyacia and you happy...

    Good luck in whatever you guys do. I leave now for parts unknown and I doubt I'll here from you ever again. Please Mio take care of yourself in anyway you can. And Hyacia, make her happy...she's a delicate girl =)
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