I remember the old days, were i would even be friends with that one girl. Grand Turismo up the ass. That S.S Truneo? I took that one for you!
I even looked past the nasty aspect of you too. Because i knew! I knew!
Boy was i stupid in messing that nice friendship we had. Why did "that thing" have to break my head that one night to ruin it? Was it because "the thing" that broke me cant really stand you like i do?
I haven't been the same ever since Chan. And i wish i could go back to normal like you and my Replacement robot.
It aint that easy. Because if was,
I woulda been back to Normal. And i could look you in the eye and peacefully talk to you and your other pals.
But now... all i see... is something that brings out my hatred and i don't want that.
Too late. Already fucked that up nice and it wasnt even my intent to begin with.
I would tell her the truth behind "the thing" but only one person believes me and granted that person isn't really that much of a help but he had the power to do so i know he would. But no. I even make it worse for him. Why?
Because i became De-synchronized.
The Replacement feels sorry for me. But hes up against the unthinkable. The fact that he fights for a haphazard soul like really makes me wonder... What did i exactly do? Is he that Pure?
A Gift perhaps?
The only gift i took was a bad one.
Because i took something, without me knowing my body couldn't handle it.
If its my own fault oh well. Blame or lambast me for all your Troubles if it makes you feel better. Question is which one would you be blaming?
People do care. Its a bull shit thread, So people obviously can talk about it.
Behind peoples backs,
To their faces, and everything in between.
Yet "that thing" finds it funny. I dont. It just makes me standout.
But one things been bugging me. Why do i still care about the guys that outcast me so?
Why do i care?
Why do i care...
Human Nature's to blame.
*Sigh* I just have to live and learn with this one.
This is the Lame Duck. Signing off.
And this time. I will keep my fucking mouth shut.
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