I am making this thread to say I'm sorry.

[Wyndham]

I have been a member of this website for many years. For a time, I was not doing very well. I have mental disorders. I used to be a very angry and depressed person. My life was very hard. My mother would not admit that I was trying in school as hard as I could. Things were really tough. I was in and out of hospitals for a few months, until the started giving me medication.

I really can't function normally even with my medication. It's hard for me to read emotions, and I don't know how to handle many situations. These things caused me to lose several friends. I was told years ago, that lots of people here don't like me, but won't admit it. This made me very sad. That sill bothers me. I try to be as friendly as possible.

I apologize for how I have acted over the years. I have no intention to be anything but as friendly as I can. I hope you guys can understand how badly I have felt the past years, and continue to feel.

Thank you for reading this, and I hope the people who I treated badly can understand Why I did these things.

[Sayara]

You.
Priority #1.
Don't worry about some random joes on a message forum here. Make sure you're OK and let the rest come to you as it can.

[Dhylec]

Don't take things over the internet too personally - they obviously got to ya somehow.
But from now on, you live your life, they live theirs. There is something call the ignore button, use it if it helps.

[Scrub]

if I can post an honest (but personal) response in this thread, please give me the go-ahead.

If you'd like, I could PM it to you instead.

[Wyndham]

A PM would work best. If you would really rather post it, go ahead.

[ShinMaruku]

Good to see you are making steps to recovery and you have your medication working. As for some people on here not liking you that should not be a concern do what makes you well. Some people just won't like you and that's fine as long as you find some friends.

[gigawuts]

Don't let other people shame you. Don't disregard past actions, but remember that that's what they are - past actions.

[Nitro Vordex]

If they can't handle you at your worst, they don't deserve you at your best.

[CanaanAzure]

I dont know you, but...

I kind of understand that whole situation.
If you'd like, I'll be your friend

[Wyndham]

I dont know you, but...

I kind of understand that whole situation.
If you'd like, I'll be your friend

Thank you. I am glad you guys are being nice to me.