I am making this thread to say I'm sorry.

[BIG OLAF]

I say fuck 'em, it's not like they'd apologize to you if they were the ones being rude or nasty. I've tried apologizing to people for things I say and do before. They don't accept it, so I've long since stopped. They can all blow it out their tailpipes. Most people aren't worth the mud on the bottom of your boots, so don't sweat it.

I've personally never seen you say or do anything that could even be considered worth apologizing for, anyway.

[Wyndham]

I have to say thank you to you guys. You were very helpful.

[Mystil]

Don't take things over the internet too personally - they obviously got to ya somehow.
But from now on, you live your life, they live theirs. There is something call the ignore button, use it if it helps.

For as long as I've been here.. I've only had to use the ignore button once.

..Anyway, I can relate to you, a whole lot, OP, and I was here for 12 years straight, and I haven't seen you say anything worthy of apologizing for. If anything, tons of members in the past and present, have A LOT to apologize for, but as you may have noticed already, they are above that.

Don't sweat it.

[Perry]

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[Wyndham]

Wyndham, do you have a youtube channel?

I have an account, but no videos.

[Dutch Ride]

You're good dude. I myself struggle with cyclothymic disorder, as well as a whole cocktail of other mental problems. I was always told that I was just acting out and that there was nothing wrong with me. I've struggled with this for years. I was suicidal as a teenager, even. But now I've learned out to deal with it and recognize when I have shifts in my mood. Best advice I can give that helped me was that it's something you have to work through, not something you have to work with. Surround yourself by patient, understanding friends. Get off all the pills and learn to deal with it on your own. It is possible. You don't have to be a medication zombie. I was on and off pills for the majority of my life. You don't need that shit. You're a strong capable person with the potential to handle anything life throws at you. Hang in there. It gets better my friend.

[Perry]

The reason I asked about youtube is because it's good therapy to put something online.

[Wyndham]

The reason I asked about youtube is because it's good therapy to put something online.

Well actually, I'm writing game reviews and working on making a series of books.

[Perry]

Are you going Amazon, Lulu, or with someone else?
http://www.lulu.com/publish/books/
http://outskirtspress.com/selfpublishing.html
http://kdp.amazon.com

Noneofmybusiness, but just interested.

[Wyndham]

Are you going Amazon, Lulu, or with someone else?
http://www.lulu.com/publish/books/
http://outskirtspress.com/selfpublishing.html
http://kdp.amazon.com

Noneofmybusiness, but just interested.

I'm writing a series of six books. I want to finish the first two before I search for a publisher. That way I have enough to show. I know someone who works for a publishing company who wants to help me.