I pushed away the one person I care about...

[Saiffy]

I really can't understand how stupid I was, the one person I could ever say I loved...I pushed him away... Was it because I was being too touchy? I think so, he didn't do anything wrong... He was just being his happy, weird self... I really cannot believe I let myself become so emotional that I just about said I hated him... Now I must live with the guilt that the last thing I just said to him was "Whatever, I have my own damn life to deal with."

This has been a long and confusing time... I wish he knew how sorry I was.


I guess to truely understand what I'm ranting about you'd have to understand the situation(I really can't go into that much detail right now), since few of you do, I guess I won't be getting lots of replies. I really just had to let this off my chest, even if it is at the wrong place.

[Sayara]

Simmer and cool, then wait to talk to em again.

If you cut the skin, you tighten the wound, then cover it and raise it up.

You dont bandaid right away.

Tighten your wound (stop the bleeding/anger), then go in with your friendship bandaids.
[/Somewhat analogyish]

[Jett_Kakashi]

Do exactly what Tingle says my friend.

[Saiffy]

I suppose that is for the best Tingle... Nothing I can do now anyways since MSN won't sign in. Guess I'll call it an early night and head off to bed right now.

[Zelutos]

D00d, just give it time. That's what i've been doing with my friend whom i've indeliberatly pushed out of my life to a near extreme. Give it time, and i'm sure you'll be together with your friend again.








Darned MSN...i've been trying to make it work all night


Edit: MSN works now >.>;;



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[RoninJoku]

At least you still have a chance to make up... One of my good old friends that I pushed away... I will probably never see again... So i'm stuck with that damn guilt... sigh...

[FOAtHeart]

Yus, what the above posters said. o:

It is better to make it right now than to be kicking yourself later when you didn't.



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[navci]

It is never over unless you let it end.
There is always ways to fix things. All you have to do is work on it.

[Saiffy]

Update, for those who may have been worried. o:


We worked it out, he wasn't mad at me, figured I was pissy that day. And was more worried about me then mad.... We have a strange way of working things out?


Thanks for the advice though everyone, giving him the space for a bit and giving myself time to think helped a lot.

[Zelutos]

Booya Baby!




Glad to hear all is well in Saiffy-town!